oh lol. when i was done with the journal,the computer spazed and erased everything. well, atleast now you dont have to see the rant since ive cooled down lol.

so bzns:
i can only go to yasumicon on sunday and MAYBE a SMALL BITE SIZED PORTION of saturday. this is because i have to go on a 1 week vacation to this place called sannabelle i think? well, anyways we leave the 4th and get back the 10th. yasu`s first day. if im REALLY lucky, maybe i can go for a bit on saturday but definetly not the whole day. and id be going later.

cosplay list for this year:
-kaito
-alex
-organization XIII roxas(PENDING)
-D-days next endevour (i vote TTGL,FLCL,or EVA((lol all gainax))

and THATS IT. why? im trying to split up my funds so that i have a ``cosplay`` fund,a ``other stuff`` fund, and my ``nippon`` fund. the ``other stuff`` is for art supplies, fabric for other sewing projects, and money to spend at cons and for lulz.the ``nippon`` fund is for spending money on a trip that is the result of my latest probably-half-baked-plan-but-i-havnt-noticed-how-yet-plan.

Basically, i want to study abroad in Japan for a month.
and by the program i found its during the summer so it wont interfere with my own school. this program also offers scholarships especially for the one-month thing. and you attain it through essays.heres the site btw [link]
i fit all the requirments (``mature`` personality might be a problem...lol)but my mima and dad are both going to say no and language was another problem...but thanks to izzy-sensei and olga-sensei, the internet,a terrible textbook, and some cds, im slowly getting the hang of it.slowly. were talking molases here. and if i can register for classes at the japanese language school of miami (ill probably need to pay for those too) ill be cool.

but then again, i could fail and not get the scholarship...and for a monthly thing it costs....$6,450......
but also my sister has offered to take me with her on a trip to europe, china and japan. but i have to pay my way for this ><;


gyahh....atleast i can dream. Id really like the experience of going to a japanese highschool, and i think going would help me learn the language alot better...but i guess my friends would probably deserve to go more than me then since they actually take japanese class...nnneeeeeeeeeeeeeee....i wish we could all go lol. thatd be a cool project.


Art wise:
im failing.all im doing is trying to practice inking in a manga style, and im not really failing that bad. the only thing is that i really want to write a stroy, and whenever i ask someone for tips they go ``how about i write a story and you draw it for me?``. im not that good at paneling and stuff...yet. ill be good oneday. maybe like 30 years from now if im lucky XD. Im also having trouble trying to break my habit of saying ``mane-guh`` instead of ``mahn-gah``. i feel like a gaijin lol. did you know theres a yakuza group or something called the gaijins? i dunno...

well, ive ranted for too long now. have a nice day!
-spikie